Pineapples should not be Purple
Jun. 3rd, 2026 09:15 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
seapicklesupremacy So I had my friends over today for one last hangout before I'm leaving for the psych ward, it was fun. Mostly. Except for one particular event...
F had spotted that I had all the Star Wars films on Blu Ray (I forgot we even had them) and he suggested watching the first chronological one (4th film I think). He's been trying to get me to watch Star Wars for a while and we had nothing better to do so I agreed. Since we could use the Xbox as a player, I booted it up and was immediately greeted by my ex-girlfriend's Xbox profile that I haven't seen December. I'm not proud to admit it, but I just got up and ran away. Now I did need to get the controller from my room first anyways, but god the way my heart sank so fast seeing the fucking purple pineapple profile picture again. I just got hit with all the memories of spending my summer gaming for hours with them or by myself with games their game pass provided. And then in December it all just...poofed...
This was not helped by the fact that I recently met up with their other ex-boyfriend whom I've since befriended. We went out and got drunk in St. Stephen's Green (Classic Irish summer activity) and got food later. I did throw up in the bathroom of the place we went to, but that was a first and I'm never getting that drunk again *shudder*. Anywhooo, when we were catching up, M told me that a week or two after we broke up, our ex-gf messaged his brother on Xbox to ask M to unblock them 💀 HWATTT??? Bro couldn't even wait a whole month before messaging their last ex, wat da fack. But it gets better just you wait; Two weeks prior to meeting with me, M was with his rock climbing friends on the 44 bus (FUCKKK the 44 bus), which is the main bus to and from the area where my ex lives (they live in bumfuck nowhere, halfway up a mountain). There isn't normally a risk of bumping into them on the bus because they mostly live in Galway now for university, however M got really unlucky and our ex was there. They approached him and then ASKED TO BE UNBLOCKED AGAIN. GIRL. TAKE A FUCKING HINT. Obviously M said no, they were blocked for a reason and then proceeded to introduced our ex as "a friend's ex", which is not entirely false, but I also completely understand not wanting to be associated with that pathetic lump.
M also told me, according to O, that our ex seems really lonely nowadays. Now I don't consider myself an actively malicious person, but I will say that did warm my heart slightly. Rot in hell, bitch ❤
So do you understand why I'm annoyed at myself running away at the vague memory of my ex now? They have only got more and more pathetic as time's gone on and all the new information I've learnt of them afterwards paints them in a very poor light, and yet I still got sad and withdrew myself from the situation. Where's your rage?? RISE. RISE.
F had spotted that I had all the Star Wars films on Blu Ray (I forgot we even had them) and he suggested watching the first chronological one (4th film I think). He's been trying to get me to watch Star Wars for a while and we had nothing better to do so I agreed. Since we could use the Xbox as a player, I booted it up and was immediately greeted by my ex-girlfriend's Xbox profile that I haven't seen December. I'm not proud to admit it, but I just got up and ran away. Now I did need to get the controller from my room first anyways, but god the way my heart sank so fast seeing the fucking purple pineapple profile picture again. I just got hit with all the memories of spending my summer gaming for hours with them or by myself with games their game pass provided. And then in December it all just...poofed...
This was not helped by the fact that I recently met up with their other ex-boyfriend whom I've since befriended. We went out and got drunk in St. Stephen's Green (Classic Irish summer activity) and got food later. I did throw up in the bathroom of the place we went to, but that was a first and I'm never getting that drunk again *shudder*. Anywhooo, when we were catching up, M told me that a week or two after we broke up, our ex-gf messaged his brother on Xbox to ask M to unblock them 💀 HWATTT??? Bro couldn't even wait a whole month before messaging their last ex, wat da fack. But it gets better just you wait; Two weeks prior to meeting with me, M was with his rock climbing friends on the 44 bus (FUCKKK the 44 bus), which is the main bus to and from the area where my ex lives (they live in bumfuck nowhere, halfway up a mountain). There isn't normally a risk of bumping into them on the bus because they mostly live in Galway now for university, however M got really unlucky and our ex was there. They approached him and then ASKED TO BE UNBLOCKED AGAIN. GIRL. TAKE A FUCKING HINT. Obviously M said no, they were blocked for a reason and then proceeded to introduced our ex as "a friend's ex", which is not entirely false, but I also completely understand not wanting to be associated with that pathetic lump.
M also told me, according to O, that our ex seems really lonely nowadays. Now I don't consider myself an actively malicious person, but I will say that did warm my heart slightly. Rot in hell, bitch ❤
So do you understand why I'm annoyed at myself running away at the vague memory of my ex now? They have only got more and more pathetic as time's gone on and all the new information I've learnt of them afterwards paints them in a very poor light, and yet I still got sad and withdrew myself from the situation. Where's your rage?? RISE. RISE.
